Monday, April 21, 2008

A Necessary Apology

i have to admit... i sort of forgot all about the bloggings. i'm so far behind all of your writings and definitely behind on mine. what is there to say? i'm adhd.

i don't want eric to leave for fort wayne this summer, but i am happy for him. he deserves to be with his brothers, and he will be making much needed money for the wedding (or the honeymoon). i wish i could come too. i am afraid to live by myself. while there will be three other girls living with me, they will not help me cook my food or remind me to go to appointments. i have become dependent on eric's responsibility and i don't want to become independent again. i suppose i will have to.

i am supposed to be putting together a research presentation on wicca right now, but i can't seem to focus. that's too bad because i have to present it tonight. i guess i should get on with it, but i'll have a few hours after my next class. i suppose that's all i really have to write right now, and i truly apologize (especially for chiding you all on not reading my blog, then not writing a blog). i hope you all have warm days and pleasant nights.

in perfect love and perfect trust,
keighdee