Wednesday, February 27, 2008

My Vices

how do i tell him that he is asking me to give up something that i truly enjoy? its not that i need it, or even that it will hurt not to have it. but it hurts that he wants me to stop doing something that helps me unwind and calm myself. i've never done that to him. i will honor his request, and i know that he will read this. he may take it back and he may not. but even if he does, it is only because he will feel guilty. i will do it for him, but i will not be happy about it. he should know not to talk about it to me again unless i bring it up. we will get past this and it won't be a big deal after awhile, but right now... well, give me time to cool off.

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